Week of 04-06 through 04-19 in the year of our Lord 2012
This is the first weigh-in of the rest of my life. Here are the results for week 50:
Today: 256.6 lbs.
Last Week: 252.4 lbs.
Week Difference: +4.4 lbs.
Total Loss: 78 lbs.
Waist: 41.25 inches (-0.0)
Neck: 15.75 inches (-0.0)
Body Fat Percentage: 31.5%
BMI: 32.1 (+0.6 )
You guys. I am giving up. I am calling it quits.
Ok. ok. Enough silly drama. I am NOT quitting the weight loss journey and I am NOT giving up getting healthy. I am giving up being an idiot and not being honest. You see, I have been in a bit of a funk over this whole weight plateau thing. After several weeks of not seeing any real results on the scale, it started eating away at me. I tried to make you guys think that I wasn’t really worried about it and that I had things under control, but the truth is it has been taking a serious toll on me. I let glimpses of it sort of come out on occasion, but I haven’t been honest about how it has affected my actions.
I have not been logging my food intake very seriously for at least the past 4 weeks. This is a direct result of “not feeling like it.” This is the type of attitude that I fuss at my children for having. But look at me, the 34 year old 5 year old…I have also NOT been eating like I should. When I first started my journey, I was eating smaller meals but snacking every couple of hours on healthy foods like nuts and turkey jerky and what-not. I was losing weight then.
And now we see that the results of my attitude are weight gain. Booo weight gain!
So now I am going to QUIT being stupid and go back to eating smaller meals, more times through out the day. And I am going to GIVE UP not being honest with you when I am not eating like I am supposed to.
Will you hold me accountable?
I’m not feeling very Beastly today so I won’t be leaving you with a beast face out pic. Here is another one instead…